feels strange and unsettling, its empty here and i love it, and yet i know i cant live here right now. i am in love with new places, new lives, i like starting with nothing and seeing what happens, i get restless easily, not in a way that i need a busy city, in the way that i need to have new lives often, and at the same time i love knowing minnesota is always here and always home. its funny i spent so much time telling kids i was from california when i was growing up, and it was only when i left i realized how much i am completely in love with all things minnesota, this place is one hundred percent wonderful, indescribable, i can't imagine world without it.
i am so happy here and i cant wait to be at camp, tonight i took a drive next to the lake by my house and all i could think was i wish i was on a dock!
now i have to find all my friends and that is kind of stressfull, i think i have friends somewhere, how do i locate them in one week, i will have to learn, hmmm... i need to get a grip on life.
i am so happy my family is not crazy, they are only wonderful.
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