these are my feelings at this moment, why is being a coed so hard, and why do you make it hard,
why are we never honest,
Because it sucks, and you know it,
yeah it sounds great no more waiting around to see how everyone feels about you, but you know you don't really want that, you love the unhealthiness of sitting in your own festering fantasies.
we all do it fall in love and not even know the person, its really healthy, personally its the only way i fall in love, but now its not so funny, because i am actually making an effort and i have no idea what's going on! so i don't care come at me put me down, its ok i am made of tougher stuff, and you can't break me.
gosh i feel like i am back in jr. year, and just because, i will say it here, in the words of switchfoot, I am a concrete girl, well i feel so much more balanced now.... wow this really is helpful, and i hope your all enjoying my break down too.
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